today

is my birthday. Its raining, crap. Meant to be meeting ariege in like 10 minutes but im still in sofa/bed. Im too comfortable. It doesnt seem like my birthday. Strangest year/feeling. Usually i get the sick apprehension empty hollow feeling, but today just feels like a normal day except my mum sang a bit of happy birthday and my dad made me a massive breakfast. (which he does sometimes anyway)
ariege is bringing speakers, was meant to be clear today so we could sit in the park, then watch jackass 2. whats up with bromley being empire now and only showing 4 movies? and one of them is the santa clause 3 so it just obviously doesnt count.
Ive got a girls aloud song on the brain. If i knew it was girls aloud when i forst heard it in exeter i wouldnt like it. I was quite dissapointed. Its the one where they say toot and beep a lot, so i got matt to do driving motions and car honking motions whenever it plays.
lalalalalala. Im happy for my presents (garden state and a batman watch) I think this will be a good day as i have no expectations, and it doesnt seem like my birthday and i hate birthdays.
yuck im 20, thats so rank.
I spoke to my granny yesterday. Well we communicated, i dont think she heard anything i said. At one point the phone hung up and she called back, but i missed a good minute of her talking so by the time i said hello again she was saying:
"ok and tell blah and blah hello and make sure...etc." Funny
better get ready. I hope i dont see my newstead friends stalking round bromley today.

i wanna watch family guy mmmhhhmmm< whimpering whiney sound.
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