he actually called up to say

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(this is another thing adding to my anger tonight, i would just go and watch fight club but james is mixing music in here)

ariege where the hell did YOU piss off to? You said "im gonna be coming back and forth, keep talking to me."
ARGGGHHHHHHHHHH

Tell this liam dude hes taking the piss now, he sees you everyday while ive talked to you TWICE in the last 2 months. (if i had a car id drive down to brighton...ablah blah blah.)

Laura was meant to meet me for lunch, tomorrow im storming into snappy snaps and dragging her out so i can finally EAT. i dont care if that weird anastacia "i know cory" girl moans.

Chloe's just told me shes coming down for my birthday (i just realised why this is a bad thing)
anyway...this MADE me happy as i need comfort right now, and shes the only one whose presence comforts me on the dreaded day, but then again it wont be on the day.
I realise now this is a bad thing as i think i want to be in farnham on my birthday as i havent told anyone (except my flatmates/close friends) when it is. Also now shes saying she'll get everyone to come down for it, no freaking way. If all the newstead/olaves crew come to bromley im going to see ellerie in nottingham....hmm maaaybe i will.
I hate MY birthday more than i hate...YOU.
James is staring at me.
"what IS wrong?" then he played me a song that went "ding dong, ring a ding, ring ding dong, " which did exactly what he planned. Ok im happy now.
hehee dong...