i really don't want tonight to happen.
I think i will start crying in front of someone. Why are my feet so cold? I wish i could sleep, i fell asleep at 2 and then woke up at half 4. And just lay there, aghhh even thinking about that makes me want to cry.
(i cant type noises) I wish i went to Thailand/Africa/Canada. Spending a "gap" year in an office, and then the rest of the time worrying/being sick/ crying/ being angry, is not the way to prepare yourself for uni.
Uh empty, this is so unbelievably boring. I'm going to eat until I'm not bored. I really want to go to that thing on Saturday. (just read really bad things about it, cant believe everything you read but that's just ruined it for me now) Ariege, if you come home for saturday, come with me, or i'll be alone again. 2-6 at maidstone (i never go for the whole thing though)
Leaving Hope.
Leaving my house soon for the wonderfully dead monday nights at uni
good day
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