Motion City Soundtrack-When You're Around

Ive signed up to The Raelian Movement. Mostly so I could download the free PDF's and read their stuff.
http://www.rael.net/rael_content/index.php

I dont even know how I found it. I think I was looking at stuff to do with Peaches and stumbled on it. It seems weird, but I guess plenty of people believe in this stuff so might as well find out about it.

I had a really good day today, but it all seems weird. I've worked out that more or less, its been over 30 something hours since I've last napped or slept.
It's affecting my moods. Right now, I feel pissed off, sad and something else. (I dont know what.) I can't even yawn. I feel more silent than usual.

This girl Sophia I've met recently, keeps calling me. Over and over again each day. She's fun and interesting-but it just makes me nervous that the first impression she got of me was a good one, when all I was doing was screaming down the road in our student village. She doesnt even go to our uni.
Anyway so I went out with her last night. I've felt like utter crap the last few days and thought I was going to be ill yesterday day. I cancelled but then decided to go again.
We had a really good time though, and because of her job ended up talking to a lot of people. Was mostly fun but it was terrifying when some guy asked me for my number and wouldnt let me go. I then said
"I dont have a number" even though my phone was sticking out a pocket. So he asked for an address. I was terrified and he looked insane but for some reason I was really rude and then walked off.
Sophia gave me free red bull and coke all night and we ended up going more places. She dropped me home when she saw me shaking. Good sign.
So I went back to my accomodation where my housemates were eating my food. In front of them I emptied my cupboard of their crap and put it in the sink.
(This morning they put it all back, so i threw away all their beer and scrunched up their bread-they even ate all my cheese, i hadnt even opened it, and I might not have ever, but still-thieves.) The small revenge made me feel reeeaaaaalll good, not pathetic at all.

Ah Im getting bored of this, anyway so on sunday night I was EXHAUSTED. I trekked back to my accomodation in a skanky cold bus and literally ran to my room. ALL NIGHT my neighbour was up gagging/hairballing and stomping round his room. i gave up trying to sleep and just read crap instead. At about 4am, I heard the girl who lives under me storm up our stairs and bang on his door,
"IAN, can you just shut up? What the hell are you doing? Its been four hours, theres no where to walk in your room why are you stamping blah blah blah"-I cant stand either of them, so I laughed, moderately loudly. All he said inbetween was "sowwy, sowwy."

So thats why Ive slept less than usual, this is boring, you are boring, your feet are boring.
AGH theres nothing to do, we dont even buy sleeping pills in this house.
Cant even stay on the computer cos the left side of my head is KILLING me.

good.