also

How come i know so many people, that when youre nice and normal to them, suddenly they pretend something has happened and "oh i just cannot look at you anymore etc." So you try and find out what you've done wrong and maybe give up.

Then, THEN, when you start giving them bitchy comments and generally cant be bothered to look at them, theyre your best friend again.

i JUST dont get it.

Its happened 3 times this week, 1 girl and 2 guys.
One is an 'ex'

"what are you doing tonight?"
"probably picking the nail varnish off my toes, i dunno."

I used to love the colour orange too, what a shame