floating in the sea

I want a mobile phone, but i have no use for it. New years eve, whatever didnt even notice it pass. People have told me i should be optimistic about this year compared to the last few, i want to-but to be honest just not thinking about it (because i fear it so)

From 8pm onwards this is already a terrible year. Im not feeling down though, just a bit regretful. I do miss my friends. But i still wish i was in Canada.

The flights were awful, the 9 hour wait worse, the delays worse. The food-yeuk. The movies kinda made up for it...ish. Blah blah blah.

Female missionaries just walked in. Bit embarrassing.

I really wish i was still in Canada. Why is my family not online? I cried my eyes out on the planes. They all (minus one) saw us off at the airport. Ive never grown that attached to people before, especially in only 10 days.

I have 6 weeks off for uni. Im excited about tomorrow. Nightmare before christmas with a penguin and Julies hosue with Ellerie.

Now im back home, i dont feel real. Just feel like im floating around without ... read Brian Wilsons lyrics about a cork on water or a rock in a landslide, hes pretty 'core.

Death to Smoochie is a really good movie. It makes me like ed norton even more. Cracked is an EXCELLENT magazine. If I had to write for a magazine it would be that one. I nearly got this other magazine but it was tres depressing, will write about it later.

I have too many plans for this year, im planning to leave the country...5/6 times. depending if i decide to take a year out at the end of july.
2/3 of them are definite-ish.

January-Rome-Uni thing
February/March-Trinidad!-Family reunion
May-Thailand-Animal Conservation
July/August-Canada-Komasket Festival
November-India-Diann showing us culture

This is the one im going to take a year out for or wait til i finish uni

ONE DAY-AFRICA-YEP.

ok whatever im done. i wish i could find my camera cable. I miss my cousins tres bad.
Anielia-i screamed so much, i scream-
James- for ice cream.
Jordana- I cuss, you cuss, we all cuss for asparagus.
Jordana -(to a waitress) I love your oranges.
Mathew- i want....an orange. (He was trying to rhyme.)

Jordana-you cant always get what you ask for (in falsetto, very loud, in the car, with kierans firend)
(The wrong lyrics, mathew did make fun of me)

Mathew-goodness glaciers, tres bad, tres ridculi, tres
anything mathew said- for the whole ten days.

"But if you try sometimes, you might find, you get whot you neeeeeeed"
I sang this opera stylee in Mathews ear very loud and anielia wacked me hard in the face with a hat.