Goodness Glaciers

BUT just because im having a good time doesnt man in neccessarily happy. My emotions are so messed up right now, it could drive me crazy.
Today was the best and the worst. The snowboarding was so hard but we completed it. James an, mat and i went on a ski lift with our boards, so much scarier tha with skis At the end i panicked and left the ski left too late, i literally had to ift my self up and jump, hrt my knee realy bad. When i looked beind me, they each jumped off and we were all sprawled on the floor, was funny, except the ski guy was like "GET UP!" making me panic.
we finished and went tubing, (going down this mutha hill tht they smooth in a rubber inner tube.) IT WAS SO FUN. i screamed the whole time, like "WHOOOO YEAH" even though it wasnt that fun.
but i gotso cold we had to stop.Devaki had to massage my feet in the nearest cafe. She was afraid i had frostbite, and they still feel weird no so i hope nothings rong with them. I nearly cried from the pain (therefore it REALLY hurt)
(look at ALL my caps locks and over emphasis!)
o im not happy. O yeah devaki and thomas went down in the tubing (you can go in groups, so me mat, ani, jam, and keiran went together) they were the fastest people ever and crashed into barriers waaaay far away.
anyway yes, not happy, im going to cry my eyes out when leaving friday night/sat morn. I have no desire to come back to england. maybe one, but im trying to repress that one.
i hate this, i hate this so much i just dont want to go back to uni and cant wait for a reunion in the caribbean in february, and then saving up to come back for august.

I also feel really very sick from the exessiveness of today, cant bend my fingers