Jordana's lyrics of the week, class 101.

The last two posts weren't very nice, but i wasn't in a "nice" mood. It's weird how one person can make you hate the word nice. Also that one person can make you despise yourself for being nice.

Promise Breaker
Why do you build me up and then break me down?
Why don't you just come through?
You know that I can't get by on promises you never should have made
I'm holding on, but not for long if you don't make a change.
Why do you build me up and then break me down?
Why don't you just come through?
I'm not sure how much longer I can take this.
If you can't do what you say, I'm leaving you
Sometimes love is not enough.
Your good intentions are losing their intent
I'm waiting for something more that might not ever come
You're losing me...

lalala Homegrown rock, missed them for the year n a half i stopped listening, should have listened to this song a year ago!

and also these are the best lyrics ever:
Why do girls analyse
Evaluate and criticise
Other girls that they don't know
Spreading rumors, spreading lies,
Talking shit when I walk by
You're always stepping on my toes

apparently my song, fuck that. Best song ever though.
BAAAAD day today, i think. Was meant to be at work for 8 and then at uni with suitcases by 3. Arrived at work at 11, no suitcases, but got my glasses. And im just going straight home, lost the (actually change that to lolz to) effort.
ARgh i hate the word effort too, "blah blah effort, blah blah attention."

Just thought of a title for this blog, now some good ol' Poison the Well

Mid Air Love Message
Kisses are never safe when residue of old love is left
how could I feel lesser when someone better walks around
waiting for you to call out
As your cold hand grasps mine I feel unright
and privileged to be able to look
in your eyes, same chemical as stars
Deformed fingers leave trails of hearts in writing
could three words be the end to births only meaning
Crying to sleep is my remedy
urgently trying to stand on broken / confused legs
Am I looking for reasons not to be happy
emotions catch up with me / I'm too fast for them

i just like the first line innnnnit, well and others.

wooooaaah and the song moments over exaggerate-thats my life/brain! haha excellent song title and excellente song. Why are they not on my ipod?
hmm they got too emo, wannabe ish on their last album, thats why i went off them.
no point talking about real life today-work sucks! grey days suck unless ...(nah)
i was sitting on a train to farnham the other day and all these words came into my head and i didnt have a pen so i typed the first line on my phone and couldnt remember the rest, i thought it was pretty good, but all i have is something about appreciating, and gone.
i suck

xxxxx

Actually...i got so bored doing NOTHING at work i thought i'd do some of my "making up a story out of nuthin" thang...
(well i wrote it out and it bored me, if something that was fun, is boring to write about, then there's no point.)
"o Jordaahhhhnah, i was wondering if the servers had come back online?"(my name is JorDANa bitch)
"o not yet th-"
"because you see im very busy... and if i dont waahhhaaaheeeewwoooyooouurrrenotttaloooone"
"yes" "uhuh"

[This is my day, having people ask me questions and not listen to my answer then telling me about their lives while i zone out and sing songs]

the new guy keeps tapping at the door, i find this funny so im not going to give him the code.