a change of subject

In that picture I'm fanning away the spirits, alcoholic spirits, and the flowers have black wafting off of them, just because. the background says something of me being head girl. Ariege's sister used to be head girl at newstead, i used to look at the name YEARS before i met ariege and think "what a strangely wonderful name."
Steph, Chloe, me, Sarah, Leah. The only person i really liked on my table was cut out the picture. Well i liked Chloe...um. I miss Mona. Examine my "hello I'm Jordana, I'm at newstead wood and i love formals" fake smile. Newstead wood girls always look different than other girls.
I remember this day now! I was wearing a skirt, i walked into the hall late and Chloe and Leah stood up and started making fun of me, because i was in a skirt, JUST like Chloe and Laura did when i walked into Lloyds on sunday.
hate you all, mwa. Conference tomorrow at Maidstone. hmm.

I cant wait for 2006 to be over. A much better year than last year but still terrible. Ahhh my own stupid fault anyway.

"Well here we go again
You've found yourself a friend that knows you well
But no matter what you do
You'll always feel as though you tripped and fell "-yeah.
I do miss school, only for Laura and me being 'immature' and me n mona having deep conversations, ahhh. French lessons, i miss them ALOT. O and classics, i saw my medea book with all my scribbles. I was on the train with mr stokes awhile ago, i panicked a little. I tried to be all cool, i doubt he noticed me, he's gay.
shower time now, then ice lolly time.

Im sleeping downstairs tonight, hello daddy yes i am
bye
time goes forward today, ablah blah blAH