My mother's day gift was wrapped in foil-she called it "innovative."
We went to church in Orpington, i was scared, was positive it was going to be a really bad day.
Throughout the first meeting, I saw a certain someone turn round and look at me with shock, i pretended i hadn't noticed, and for the first time i felt as if i didn't care.
My mum then told me that she was leaving early, and with out Ariege, Charlotte, Ellerie or Naomi there, i felt a bit lonesome but i agreed to stay.
It wasn't so bad. Someone was expectedly rude to me around 1, but o well, chocolate brownies cheered me up.
I tried to hustle my family out but they were socialising. So i went upstairs and talked to charlottes oldest sister, then someone else and someone else. Until i noticed CS waiting. After everyone had gone CS approaches me ( i actually backed away from nerves) and then apoligised for everything they had ever done. Came as a bit of a shock and i was happy, but not planning on being best friends again. But it helps a lot. This had the potential to be a very bad day.
We talked about things that had happened and other people...and at one point i felt like saying, well now you're saying all this, can you please go tell everyone else who is wrongly judging me? But i didnt. No point. If they chose his word over mine and still treat me the way they do, then i'll never care what they think.
It's so cold. Im going back to Uni tomorrow after 3 weeks. I'm glad the union is free. Im not too sure how im getting to Surrey with no money. And there's a super hero theme on tomorrow night. Fun i guess.
I would like to add a picture now:
(what shall i choose, hmm hmmm hmm... oooh!)
This was taken in Trinidad, was just an unusual scene, i wish my camera was better. I am definitely going back there one day for some sort of celebration/something.
That place is tres magnifique. I miss it bad.
Update- Hah, drama does follow me. I am so sick of this.
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