i had a well good weekend (the last)
I came home from uni and spent about 6 hours messing around in the kitchen with my flatmates. I went up late, had a shower, ran out of towels so thought i'd just go through stuff while waiting to dry (as you do)
So for some stupid reason i decided to bring a drawer full of letters from home to uni and stuff them into another drawer. I read through all of them and was a mess.
I think i angrily typed out about 5 pages of pure anger and sad on my comp.
I wrote a weird fairy tale thing, which collapses into humorous anger.
Then i found a diary, cynically laughed at my last entry and wrote out 5 A5 pages of memories. All whilst listening le Gorillaz.

gravity on me never let me down gently
gravity with me never let me go no no
gravity

i dont pull me down
i dont pull me down on me
i dont pull me down
i dont pull me down on you.

Im gonna be working over the next few weeks on my second year project, i already know what im doing, just have to think what its going to be about. Im glad i havent left this uni.
I want to be Amanda King when i grow up.

O Green World makes me happy too
O green world,
Don't desert me now
Bring me back to fallen town
Where someone is still alive

Fighting for something new in this
When no one needs the heart of me and I'll
Get out somewhere other than me before...

(than me before...)
O green world
Don't deserve me now
I'm made of you and you of me
But where are we?
Oh no

Sells to lie
Phone with talk, you stars
Suppose you
Down when you're in fast
Cause it seems so little to you

But now you're in love, you know
You know, me too
You know, me too
I hope sex and drugs rust into my self, holy
It feels holy
It feels like you're with your father in the place you love...

Ive been watching skins. Love it.
My flatmate and i are going to book tickets to see fit guy in Equus.

Look how shallow i have become.
hah matmos, wicked. This has taken me 2 hours to write.
doesnt even have a point.